Log 5

 

I finished the whole book, “The skeleton tree.” I really love the novels that portray mind changing moments and growth of teenagers. I could see my reflection in the books. Like the moments when I felt like I was confined in despair, overwhelmed by tedious life, and longing for recognition. Trapped in a barren island, the two boys went from hating each other to supporting and love.

After reading this book, I realized that even the most trivial talks or conversations could break down the chains on your heart. Be less hostile toward people and talk more sincerely is the way to open your mind. Anger, fear, and anxiety. All kinds of emotions you may encounter when you are growing up were described perfectly in the passages. The anger of self-uselessness, the fear of being mocked, and the anxiety of the inadequacy of ability. Who had never met these difficulties during puberty? Who had never been criticized harshly? Who had never tried to get rid of trivial troubles and bureaucracy? The answer is everyone had. Everyone experienced hardships and senses of inferiority and insecurity.

The protagonist, Chris, was eager to earn his father’s recognition. But his father was always acting indifferent. Making itches in his heart. When I read this plot, I felt devastated. I was trying to earn my significant one’s recognition, too. Instead of gratitude and compliments, he took all my effort for granted. I felt sad and frustrated. I think that I shared some similar experience with Chris, which is the reason why this novel is really intriguing to me.